I've passed my Japanese exam! HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
I've passed my Japanese exam! HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
When I look in the mirror I'm a bit scared....
I see an undead in it, and know that is my face makes me not so happy... ahahahah!
BTW... Two days ago I've done Japanese exam, again, and I really hope to pass it this time. I think I've done a quite good job but everytime I say this, unfortunately the fate turns in to a bad future, and I became really sad, but I continue to hope and pray ahahah!
Cross my fingers and belive in the power of... I don't know!
Now better to adjust my aspect or I will die soon or late watching me in the mirror...
President Obama said "Yes we can!" (that here in Italy fast become "Yes Weekend!" ahah)
I say "Yes I have!" HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Ahahah when my friend in Tokyo told me that she found the tickets for Gackt's concert in Saitama, I was ready to cry for happiness, but there was still the problem to understand the seats number and the row in wich we will be. For two day I couldn't sleep, I was worried. I didin't want to stay on the last place in Saitama, outside the world atmosphere (Saitama Super Arena is soooo big!).
But now the mistery has gone, I've understood our places, we're not in the first line, but in first circle after the stage, in front of it, (I don't know how to explain where exactely we are, I don't know the words in english, only know the Italians) a very good place for see him.
I'm very happy!
My friend Jenny is the most loved girl in the world right now ahah!
So, now must retourn to my book, I think I'll not able to do Chinese exam in May, it's too hard and I can't study all the book in those days, I'll try in September. But Japanese, I hope to pass it, Kami-sama please help me!
As u can see I've done some changes to my lj. I really like my new layout, it's more in line with my style and my way of think, I mean, I love j-rock and that new outfit for tha lj really make me feel good whenever I look at!
For who don't know who's the guy in the photos, is Aoi from the visual-kei band called "The GazettE". I hope to go to one of their concert this summer when I'll be in Tokyo for two months. And about concerts... today a friend will buy the tickets for Gackt's concert in Saitama on July, I really hope she can find the better places in the Arena, Gackt is my fav Japanese singer, so it'll be a dream comes true!
For me'll be ok even if I don't have the first line, it's ok even to go to concert and see him from behind, but... if there's the chance to get the first palces, then who am I to bargain about it? ahahah
Whatever... those day are a days of fire! I have to study for the exams session of May and June, before the departure for Tokyo, but I really don't want to study right now... I'm so lazy, I'm the Queen of lazy people, why should I be so? It's a bit irritating, don't you think?
Now I'm on Chinese language, OMG it's so hard that I'll become crazy, I can't remember at all the Chinese characters, they're very hard to write and remember all, I'm tryin' to do my best but I think it's not enough... shit!
And Japanese? ahahah next week, from Monday I'll start to review Kanji and all the grammar spots of the book, hope that time is the good one, or I'll move to Tokyo forever and quit university!!!! <--- quite impossible, my father'll kill me or something similar, not a good future at all...
Ok stop waste my time...
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! FAITOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
頑張ってるよ!!~くださいね? ^^
Today is Valentine's Day so be happy and make love! ahahah
Even if I'm alone (ç_ç) I wanna wish you a great day, make a lot of love with your boyfriend or girlfriend, I'd like to do that too, but I can't so, do your best also for me! ahahah
I wanna kiss you all my friends, I love you all XD
Happy Valentine's Day!! *kiss
*I wanna fall in loooooveeeeee with you!!*
*Everybody need somebody to love!*
I promise, I'll be back soon, but I ask you to w8 a 'lil more ^^
thx for your cooperation!
See ya!
Toshi said... dry your tears with love in his song (Tears - X Japan) but... my tears continue to flown down on my face...
I feel so sorry...
I feel so sad...
I feel so bad...
why! why! why!!!
I wanna scream but the only thing I can do now... is cry...
.... If it's all dream, now wake me up, if it's all real, just kill me....
There's a guy...
A guy that pissed me off and now...
the time has come!
KILL THE STUPID BRAT!!
1st solution: talk to him about my (immaginary XD) "boyfriend".... FAILED... damn!
2nd solution: be like a very, very, very "rude" girl XD... yeah WELL DONE!!!
Now I hope that this stupid guy will be definitely "gone west" or out of my way!
I have no words to describe that day, it was the best day of my life! yay!
But first of all...
We arrived in Paris on the 4th of July after 7 hours spent in a train, you know... so boring but, it isn't a bad experience, expecially if you have some cards and games to do with the others.
The first day in Paris we saw the Sacre Coeur, a really beautiful church and we met Angie! A German girl, she was in Paris to see Miyavi's concert too, so funny! We talked a lot in a petit cafè drinking beer and eating a very yummy crep with chocolate... uuuuuuhhhhhhhhhm NUTELLA!!!!
Next day we saw one of the most beautiful and interesting place of the city....
LAFAYETTE mega store!!! XD (oh girls...)
I think it is a paradise for girls, 1,2,3,4,5,6, floors: Chanel, Louis Vuitton, Prada, Gucci and so on... OMG!!!
I bought a bag... 3 euros XD soooooooo expensive!!
Ahahah, it's really nice, big, brown with a girl dressed as a gothic lolita but she isn't sweet, she seems like a warrior with a long katana in her hand and a Hello kitty's puppet on the right. Sugoooooooi!!
Ahahah!
Then we went to Olympia auditorium to take a look and damn! 4 people were already in queque, noooooooo! 24 hours before the concert OMG! Impossible!
And what we've done?
Yes, we joined the queque like crazy girls!
The night outside Olympia was so exciting, we met a lot of people and tourist took some photos with us, at first they won't believe that we were spending the night on the boulevard to see Miyavi's concert from the first line... on that time I felt like a circus animalXD
BTW, during that night we met some other guys and girls, we talked a lot and we danced and sang all night long, in the morning I had no voice XD
At 12 o'clock Miyavi passed with the taxy in front of us!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!
A french boy took our gift and throw it in Myv's car, we were so happy!!
Two hours later, Jimmy, a french guy that we met in the night suddently said:
"ITALIAN FIRST TO ENTER!!!"
OMG!!! The security opened the queque and accompany us in front of the stage! Vips style!!!
I think French people were soooooo upset XD ahahah!!
But... you know... who cares?!
And so, finally the concert started. We were in the first line with our flag "ITALIANS DO IT BETTER" and Miyavi saw it, he said :"oh! there's Italians too!", he was surprised and excited too.
He opened the concert singing JPN Pride, he was dressed as a kabuki actor with a range in his hand and is guitar, he ran on the stage shaking his range while sakura's petals were flowing down on him. So fucking beautifl!
Then he played: Kavki Boiz, Senor Senora Senorita, Selfish love intro, Neo Visualizm, Hitoshi hito, Boom ha ha boom ha, Kimi ni Funcky Monkey Vibrations, Are you ready to rock and so on... 3 HOURS CONCERT!!!!!
He rocks!!!
But I think the most amazing part of the concert was when he ran off the stage and he thrown himself on us XD
The power of italians boobs!!!
I have to admit that I had a moment of panic...
His body upon mine... you know... WHERE I COULD TOUCH HIM?????? XD
The solution? I touched him on his neck and then my hand fell down on his chest and basin... orgasmic experience XD!
And at the end of his concert Miyavi said "GRAZIE" (thank you in Italian) to us, I was so happy'coz he said grazie only for italian fans, so, for us and for the gift!!
I want another crazy concert!!
22nd November.... X-JAPAN!!!!!!!!
No, I'm not joking, really I'm in a serious trouble! I know that I can solve this question serching on the net, expecially in wikipedia but...
I'm too lazy XD
Sooo, why this question?
Coz in his\her manga "Monochrome Factor" (argh I love it!) at the end of the third volume she wrote some comments about the most important pgs as a girl, but two pages later as a... MAN?
I don't understan...

Girl or Men... that is the question!
Oh I'm Shakespeare XDDDD (No u'r an idiot... T_T)
My preciousssssssssssssss *gollum mode ON*
Mine mine mine mine mine!!!!!
Yyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy
Sephirothhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! luv luv luv <3!!!!
(yes I'm crazy... a lot u_U)

Argh Zack is soooooo kawaii!!!!!!
Ahahahahahahahah!
Everybody was Kung Fu Panda!!!!!!!
Yay... luv this movie, and the Kung Fu Master is great, I want to see this movie!!!
Pandaaaaaaaaaa!!! XD
When you focus on Kung Fu.... you suck!
OMG is just tooooooo amazing!!!
Ahahahah!!!!!
Mmmh, today Italian is better... sry +_+
Quando fai cosi veramente non ti capisco, scappi e riscappi rifugiandoti nei meandri delle tue mura di casa rifuggendo tutto ciò che è altro da te. Sinceramente non capisco questo tuo comportamento, scappare da tutto e da tutti ceramente non ti aiuterà minimamente, però, se hai deciso cosi io non ci posso fare nulla, solo che...
Detto chiaro e tondo...
MI FAI INCAZZARE!!!
Si, ecco, l'ho detto, sono incazzata, e tanto.
Ti comporti come una bambina, non sai prenderti forse le tue responsabilità, eppure sei grandicella, certe cose dovresti averle già passate, dovresti aver capito come girano le cose, eppure ogni volta ci ricaschi. Quello che non mi piace di questo tuo comportamento è che dai tutto per scontato, io ti capisco, però quello che dovresti capire è di essere meno egoista, meno esibizionista forse, meno tutto!
E' un periodo difficile ma tutti abbiamo problemi, ok forse tu ne hai di più gravi, bah non so, in fin dei conti al passato non si può dire di cambiare e se sei tu la prima a non pentirti delle scelte fatte non vedo come mai adesso tu debba piantare sto casino... insensibile io?
Assai probabile, non lo nego, sono incazzosa e molto, non concepisco questo bisogno di mollare tutto e poi riprendere le fila delle cose come se nulla fosse successo per poi rimollare tutto a distanza di poco...
Bah!
Adesso come adesso mi verrebbe da dirti una sola cosa... CRESCI!
Però cosi meschina non sono, almeno ho la sanità di dire che accetto queste tue scelte ma vorrei da una parte che capissi anche che le amicizie si devono meritare e non darle per scontate come stai facendo tu perchè per quanto io ti possa voler bene non sono una santa e questo tuo comportamento mi da l'idea che tu la gente la usi a tuo piacimento, come un oracchiotto da stringere quando hai paura ma da ricacciare nell'angolo della tua stanza quando non ne hai più bisogno o hai semplicemente trovato qualcun'altro...
Incazzata e confusa...
Che culo...
Ora capisco tante cose, capisco anche chi prima avevo cosi impunemente bistrattato, capisco e forse dovrei chiedere scusa perchè adesso comprendo certi comportamenti, certi ragionamenti, l'astio e il rimprovero... sai non aveva tutti i torti...
Bel casino...
Sorry if I wrote in Italian but this time I was so irritated with a friend of mine and I neede to write something in my own language to calm down my evil spirit..
Fuuuuuu now I feel better!
If you meet the Buddha, kill the Buddha.
If you meet your father, kill your father.
Free of everything, you are bound by nothing.
Live the life that is given to you....
Yes Sanzo, you got right!
OMG!!! Tonight Square-Enix send me an e-mail with the presentation of this game and omg this is so good!!
I love Final Fantasy saga and I must have this game for my PSP!!
Sephiroth, Cloud, Zack *_*
I didn't know that Square-Enix was working about this project after FF VII AC and DOC (Vincent Valentine *_*), I'm so happy, in Italy will be avaible on the 20 of June, so mmmh the next day of my Japan Culture and Law sistems exams... mmmh it could be a possible gift for my study? XD
Arrrrrhg! I neeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddddd it!!!!!!!! *crazy girl mode ON*
I'm so happy that I can scream louder and louder for hours. Yes it's a stupid behaviour but, I'm very excited.
Why?
Coz I've finisched the essay for the Japan Embassy in Italy. It was an hard work but I did it and for me it's a great satisfation!
Yay!!!!!
Now I've to wait the sentence of the Embassy and pray to pass the selection.
Pleas God help me!
We have found 2 tickets but we are 3 girls, aaarhggg please one more ticket!!
Miyaviiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luv! Luv!!! Luv!!!!
Ohhhh it's a very long time that I don't write something in this blog... mmh I had some problems with my internet connection and with my pc.
But now I'm going to write some news!
News n1, I've started the university, I'm so happy and finally I can study japanese and chinese language and culture. It's a bit hard but it's very beautiful to study the language and the culture of this two big and great country!
News n2, I've found a big opportunity to go to Japan, but I've to pass a selection in the Japan Embassy in Italy... that's a big problem!
To pass the selection I must prepair an essay to the ambiental problem in Japan and in Italy... *oh scared*
News n3... X-Japan in Europe!!! Paris! I'll be there! On the 5 July! Yoshiki!!!!
News n4.... Miyavi on the 6 July!! OMG!!! We're all Kabuki Boyz'n'Girls!!
Allora mi son rotta le scatole!
Ho deciso che da oggi si scrive in italiano e me ne strabatto le pelotas se nessuno capirà quello che scrivo ma chissene!
Per adesso non ne ho voglia di sbattermi a pensare in inglese anche se non mi costa nessuna fatica, solo non sono dell'uomore adatto!
Olè!

